I was going to say, I don't think we met! But I wasn't sure if I was just being forgetful or not, so I kept quiet xD
Nice to meetya! I'm Chiibi, Self-Professed Oddity, Gamer, and All around obsessed with anything cute/creepy. :3
I'm a hoarder on here, but I'm meh about it, so I keep everything but I don't actively go after much of anything xD
What's gotya down? o.o If Chii can help, Let me know!
That tends to be my concern too haha. I'm not very good at remembering new people.
Quite an introduction. :b I'm Mayonaka, at least for now since I'm really thinking about saving up to change my name. I draw, love nature, am often in my heard thinking about life, and also love scary/creepy things~
Haha, I guess I'm kind of a hoarder myself. I mostly go for achievements and things, but outside of that I tend to want every single item available from the holidays I like, from things sold in the event shops to prizes won through plots. The biggest one of those for me would absolutely be the Masquerade event, where I want every shop/plot item from every single year dating all the way back to the very first one. It's kind of tough though when you forget that some of the items were from that event and wind up selling a bunch of them by mistake;; I need to organize my stuff better.
Ah, just a lot of things, I think. I don't think I really want to explain it all straight out of the gate. Thank you though. ^^ Oh, hah, I realize your sig says something similar too. Actually until the other day I'd been using a signature I threw together which said the same thing as my profile: "Light can ALWAYS be found."

Oh nifty! I'm like that too, I want -everything- frome vents. I actually haven't focused on Achievements too much though because things in them tend to be too expensive to me. x.x;
No worries, I understand but the door is always open if you change your mind.
I actually just added that, Im hoping it doesn't get cleared by staff for being too large, I tried to make it fit and I think it does, but I'm never certain and there was so much I felt needed to be said in it.
At any rate, I just find it very important to act kind of like a Lighthouse. Basically, when you're out in the storm, I want to make sure you can see my light and know that I'm there. And that even if you don't know me and vice versa, You can come to me.
Too many people struggle alone, and believe there's no one to turn too. I want to see that change in our world, and I could leave it to others, but I believe that you have to be the change you want to see in the world and that you can't expect others to do what you're not willing to yourself.
Eep, almost went into speech mode. But yeah xD
Yeah, it does get really expensive. ^^; I've not really been going for too many of the expensive single-purchase ones, but I am going for some of the expensive long-haul ones like filled wardrobe, complete plushie/etc collections, strong/etc pet, and of course the one that's only really costly to my time and patience, shop till saver. It's probably not smart to go after all of these at the same time heh, but that's exactly what I've been doing... It's taking me forever, partly because I hate doing quests.
Mm, well, looks like it's about the same size as mine and I know mine is an appropriate size. If you wanted to though, there's always the option to change the size of the text by using the text, sub, or sup tags.
That was sort of the idea I'd had too, and it was something I was extremely adamant about for a while. The whole "light in the dark" thing was - and really still is - a huge part of me. I've just gotten a little less passionate about it due to circumstances.
Hahahaha, Oh man, well this is interesting. Without even realizing it you've essentially turned the tables on me. Usually I'd be the one saying these kinds of things to someone else, at least in the past I would have been. A lot has changed.
I've just been realizing some things lately that pertain to major events in my life. I choose not to talk about it much partly because it's a really lengthy and heavy story, and partly because it's a story I've actually told many times and one I am very tired of being tied to. My intention is not at all to "suffer alone", but I guess that's not far off from what I've been doing. I do have a couple of friends I talk to, but only a couple.
Are you sure it's a story you'd want to hear? It gets very real very fast.

Just watching last night's Survivor episode and just had my lunch. I got sent home from work early so just enjoying my afternoon! How about you?
That sounds nice! I just got finished watching Achievement Hunter's new episode of Outlast, amongst already having anxiety crap to deal with. ^^; So being a little sadistic towards myself I guess.

That's what I'm trying to figure out. It's an issue I've had for some time now.

I have mild anxiety as well so I know how you feel!
Eh, I'm afraid I'm going to be knocking that one back to a maybe. Any idea what causes yours?

I can second that one. I have a fairly clear idea of mine, I just can't pinpoint it as precisely as I need to. It may still count as being at phobia levels, even though I've managed to not have a full panic attack in some time.

I'm trying so hard to get over my quest hate. I'm totally out of WizTokens from Skinzapping and now I'm trying to atleast conquer Shinwas and Wiz quests each day. And then this TS Restock happened. Omg.. x.x;
That's a good Idea. I may shrink it down a bit cause it is kind of big. Maybe I'll even get some kind of cute image made for it.
I just came out of the same tunnel, so to speak. I've been sitting in the dark a few months now, and it's been tough. Nothing particularly bad happened, Sometimes I just wake up and realize this is not the life I'd planned for, nor am I doing the things I'd dreamed of.
Sorry! XD Sometimes I do that I guess. You get so scared of letting people alone only to find out they are struggling and hurting themselves because they don't believe you are actually there for them to lean on that sometimes you become very insistent without meaning too.
Regardless, My offer stands. If you want a listening ear, I am more than happy to listen. Life is very real. And also very dear to me, and your story sounds like it's quite a bit about life. It may be heavy, hard to listen to even at times, but it's important to both you and me at this point. If you don't want to talk about it, I 100% Respect that, but if you do, Don't worry bout me, Just talk. I will listen. :) You can private message me if that's better.
Remember, Being a light int he dark, isn't about constantly being a lit. Sometimes, the light gets blown out, another light will come along, and share their light with you if you can't find the matches to relight yourself. And it doesn't cost them as much as one thinks to share their light. Remember, when you burned bright too, it was no qualm to be there for someone else, it was simply what you did as one light to another.
Hey Lau! Hope you're well :3 Lovin the Bath Floof outfit! :D
Thank you all so much!! It's been a nice trip so far. It's so different here because everything is so dry and hot. They live by the mountains, so there's sand, rocks, and cacti everywhere. Everything is tan, even the buildings, so it's kind of depressing. I miss all of the greenery from home haha
Oh nice! What site is it?
Some people in the US do fly a lot, but it's just so expensive, and we've never really been able to afford it. It was about $850 for my dad and I to fly round trip. I would totally love to be able to do it more! There's so many other places I'd like to see (:
That's so strange! I can't imagine being somewhere without grass xP
Thanks! xD I thought it was a fun costume for Morostide!
Well I hope you can pinpoint it soon or it goes away!
Hey ! I see you two on my Friend Bar ;)