Heights and in connection to that -- railings. I can't go near a railing if I'm high up because I'll keep thinking the railing will tip over.

Speaking of butterflies and moths, my older brother should be thankful I'm not scared of most insects. There are some I hate (cough stinkbugs cough), but I'm not necessarily afraid of them. Most definitely not moths - good thing, as this previous summer he took care of a lot of caterpillars that turned into moths :P (beautiful ones, mind you.)

Being left alone. Not like, just alone in the house for a few hours, I mean in my life. Being left alone forever with no family, no friends, and no love. My parents are older and I've not gotten my life together yet where I can live on my own. If they go before I have things together, I just...I don't know. I don't think I'm ever going to find love either. I've always been overweight and I can't wear makeup (allergies) and I don't really go out anywhere because of anxiety, so there's that. And it really doesn't help when people are all 'oh there's someone for everyone' and 'there's a guy out there for you' and 'just be yourself'. Ugh.

My biggest fear is that something happens to my best friend / boyfriend / mom / pets. I've always been scared of this and I worry about them all so much. I remember this one time when mom was 15 minutes late from work and it was winter and I thought she'd crashed her car and I went to look for her on foot. I was totally prepared to find her dead in a ditch or something, but she soon drove past me and hit the brakes to pick me up and bring me home. I was like... 7 years old. >__> So yeah. I've been like that all my life. Ahahah.

My more illogical fears are bears and oceans.

The bear thing I can somehow understand; I spend a lot of time in nature and there's always the chance that I'm going to cross paths with a bear with cubs. But the fear has roots in seeing a bear from a pretty safe distance, and watching Ginga Nagareboshi Gin as a kid. GEEZ those animated bears still scare me so much. Most of my nightmares are actually about bears chasing/killing me.

The ocean thing... I've never been that fond of water and swimming. My cousin almost drowned me once (we were kids, he was teasing me, it wasn't intentional). Whenever I swim, I just keep thinking about all the creatures that live in the water and it creeps me out. And I can't really look at Google Maps AT ALL if I can see any big waters in there. I get so anxious. Zooming in so I only see land makes everything instantly better.

The fear of generally being alone in the world and without affection. I am the baby child in the family so I am more likely to be the last one alive which scares me. Even my parents recently asking, " You're so pretty, why don't you have a boyfriend??" sent me into an anxiety attack. Its not that I need someone to validate me, I just long for genuine affection. Its weird :( I also have ADHD and Dyslexia so I am more likely to get early age on set Alzheimer's or dementia which is just ugh... I try not to think about it but its hard.