You did perfect with explaining <3

I feel like he just expects me to be my mom....and I'm not.

i think it may took a lot of time to realize that you are the daughter and you have to be only the daughter. Probably he sees in you your mother, or part of her... Which you are, indeed, but you are also a unique person! Those situations are really delicate, and they may have something in common, but they're also really different from each other. The only thing you can do is try to focus on yourself, find what you need, and later help others. It may seems selfish, but otherwise you may forget about yourself - and if you can't help yourself, you can't help others, remember that! You have to be very brave!

I'm sorry to hear that, MissHarry worded it perfectly. Gives you a big hug.

Your english is very good. I'm from the Netherlands and I sometimes think if everyone can understand me when I write something lol.

Thanks guys. I'm actually really frustrated right now because I started doing Averys room and he has all these boxes and a huge flag in there that I don't know where to move to. I went to ask him to move them so I an continue the cleaning and found him asleep in bed, unwilling to wake up.

So if he even THINKS of complaining when he does wake up it's going to be a serious warzone in this house.

Afternoon everyone :)

Do you have a basement/attic/spare room to put them in for now? That way he can take care of them later and you cans till get done what you need to do.

No, we live in this odd apartment thing. One side is a whole half double, and the other side is an upstairs apartment and downstairs. We're downstairs.

I'm just so frustrated over EVERYTHING right now I want to scream. First, we need food. And he's being an asshole about going to get it. Next, I NEED MY MEDS. THIS IS MY SECOND DAY WITHOUT THEM IF I DON'T GET THEM BEFORE THE PHARMACY CLOSES.AND HE DOESN'T SEEM TO GIVE A SINGLE DAMN.

I would walk to get them but then he'd have to watch Avery which he doesn't want to do.

This day can honestly just screw off

I would totally help you if I could.

Why is your dad being an asshole? I am very sorry for all that :(

Well he's been going off about the house getting cleaned for a while now. But I get sick VERY easily and my immune system is compromised so some days I just can't do much more than take care of Avery. And yesterday was my migraine that lasted all day despite meds.

I guess his alarm clock broke so he got up for work late and it out him in a bad mood. He just gets so fucking angry and mean and I can't stand it. I want to scream at the top of my lungs but it would only make things worse.

That doesn't sound very responsible, how's Avery? Any better?

Yeah, she is. Still gets a cough every so often but it's back to the point of disciplining her and giving her hands slaps because she's just TOO BOLD for me to HANDLE TWO LITTLE BABIES AT ONCE TODAY.

I am so close to the verge of screaming and then crying because I cry when I get mad.

:( hugs I hope your issues get solved soon.

Sorry I have to go, I have a class in 20 min and need to shower before. Ttyl! :D

Same here :/

Have a good class!

mannnn I thought I had the boldest baby ever.. she's at a stage where she goes out of her way to mess with things she knows she's not supposed to, and then laughs in your face!! And she hasn't slept properly in like three days, which is freaking killing me dead. Because then I'm not sleeping. AND I WANT TO SCREAM. it's like she's intentionally trying to make me want to die. and then when I give her a hand slap, she acts like I beat her raw (which obvs I would never) and then goes right back into being bold. ARGHHHHH

I did not make it to school y__y it's time already and my tummy feel weirds. I don't mind losing some points but I am not taking any risk on the way there for just some points! >-<

Nope, my child takes the cake for boldest child. ;_;

Aw, what brought it on?

My dinner probably. That's why I never eat "esquites" but there was nothing else I could get last night y__y

Aw, boooo

My dad left and I got a chunk of things cleaned. But now I'm taking a bit of a breakdown and can't stop crying...so I'm not sure what else willbe getting done today. I guess I really do just make excuses like he says.

Don't take it hard on yourself, it's not your fault, you need your pills for some reason and she should understand that!!

Do we have cult rules? I am editing some for the stickers part but I don't wanna repeat any if we already have it.

Well he's supposed to pick them up before he comes home, at least. It honestly feels like my depression is getting worse and worse and I have to hide it from everyone. And it just makes me so emotionally tired.

is writing up cult rules, but repetitions are absolutely fine.

Hopefully you have then soon too! And thanks, i stole some from 's but editing some in my own way :P