No I don't, and yes, admirer! I may have put this wrong in English, but it would be like someone having a crush on you but too afraid to tell you that :)

I just saw this post and then ALL OF THE LOLS because Kel totally read my mind. On her own xDDD Andd its okay if you dont see this, I know you're going out of town, so... if, for some reason, you do, here go my "enjoy your trip as much as possible" wishes! c: