I don't even know anymore
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Yup. It its. YES. WIN AGAINST THEM BOTH. BE DAENERYS.
My eyelid hurts.
Well aren't you just really agreeable. BUT DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD THAT IS? Btw you're getting these hazel jelled glove things when I'm done wearing them for your birthday kay?
I saw it in theaters with Michael (the weekend he came up to see me in PA) and really liked it. So I'm watching it sorta again.
No I'm not. NO, MAYBE. I MEAN PROBABLY. Will the feel like jelly?
Sure. YEAH UH HUH. Of course! holds wrists out Poke them! FEEL IT.
It was one of the best days I've had. It was so much fun... But the movie is over now and I'm going to go to bed. Mom's dragging me to church tomorrow dies
I'm going to bed
NIGHT NIGHT BOTH OF YOU I LOVES YOU SO MUCH
:c
The forays I've had in this thing called "romance" were mostly traumatic -- to the point that I don't really find myself with any interest to pursue a relationship founded on romance at this point, although I wouldn't want to depress you or anyone else by talking about it. Actually... I think I'd rather not remember, if I could. It feels more like a scar, a nightmare.
I haven't been on Subeta too much as of late, but I all the hugs ever :( I can completely relate to the feeling -- I learned not to give a romantic partner 110% or more of my effort, but in the hard way.
I think you know that I am not very good at consoling people because I am awkward myself, but I am really sorry to hear this. It's not easy to shrug this thing off -- the first tiime I got into such a situation, I was crying for 3 days straight, locking myself up in my room and refusing to eat or drink anything. Now that I look back at 14-year old me, that might have been a bit of a dumb thing to do, I got myself hospitalized that way.
Also, amen to this:
"Him telling me that he doesn't love me like that anymore and that I need to find someone that will, and will appreciate me for me."
You deserve someone who loves you for the wonderful person you are -- not someone who will abuse you, or someone who would only love you out of pity (trust me, I've been on both sides of this last one.)
I love my Vervybaby okay? :c ❤️ It will take time for you to heal, but time WILL heal you. c:
(I didn't know if you wanted to know or not so I pinged you anyway) GAIZ. I talked to Charles, Michael's bestest friend in the world that is basically his brother, and he was talking to Michael earlier. Apparently Michael is willing to talk to me about everything that is going on with us in about a week (so like friday or saturday). Charles is pretty sure he still has feelings for me and kind of helped me see what's been going on with me that I didn't notice. i.e. I've turned into a major bitch over the time Michael and I were together because of the friends I had surrounded myself with at school. I really don't want to lose him so if I explain to him that I want to fix everything I might have a chance to get him back. I don't know if we'll go straight back to dating or if we'll just be friends until I graduate this year cuz my mom hates him now and said I won't be seeing him for a long time if we do fix our relationship. The whole not seeing each other thing kind of sucks and is part of the problems that led to this but I'm going to lay it out there before hand so he knows before we possibly get back together. I'm lame but I'm keeping my fingers crossed. Thanks again for all of your support guys. I love you all.
Read the above too but I had to give you a separate thing cuz you sent me a mass of text :3 I'm sorry you have to be like that. I think that's how I'm going to be if Michael and I don't work this out so I can kind of understand. hugs back I love you too Pax...ywaxy? How do I pet name you like you did meeeeee? UGH.