What a lovely pony! I hope the operation goes well. I'm sure May will be fine. Why is Miss Nurse crying though? ;_; I was so happy and then I was so sad.

And you're not a bad person, May! Not at all. <3

It seems like a bad sign that the nurse is crying, doesn't it. D: Let's hope the operation goes well.

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Dear diary.

Nurse help me with diary. I no know I spell diary wrong. She say I is in big letter when I write.

Doctor go away then nurse go in room. She is smiling.

She bring present for me she say. I ask what present.

She give me this cute pony. It look like Mari. Mari is pink. I call pony Kiki.

I say thank you to nurse and kiss nurse.

She tell me to say about my life.

I say I am May. I am 6 years old. I no go to school. I no like school. Mama no like take me to school.

Why I will have friends she say. I say my friend is Mari. My friend is nurse. Nurse say her name is Amy. She say no go to old lady out of room. She is no good and make trouble.

I say old lady is crying awhile ago. She say just stay in room so I am safe.

Nurse and me play pat a cake and I draw in diary.

Nurse ask why I draw Papa with wing. I say Mama tell me Papa fly in sky now. He fly like birds. He watch me when I am sad. He watch me when I am sleeping.

Why I draw me with big head nurse ask me. I say my head has big bump. I go to hospital with Mama before. Miss doctor there say I have two more head.

The doctor say this to you say miss nurse. I say yes. I ask what is two more head. May is smart. Papa who go away say I am smart. Mama say I am dumdum. Mama say dumdum no go to school.

Miss nurse hug me. No your not dumdum May you are talented. I dont think I can say what two more head is May say nurse.

Nurse say I tomorow I go in o pearashon. Nurse say it is operation. I have operation in my arm yesterday. Tomorow I go in operation in my head.

Nurse is two more head bad thing? It mean I am smart?

Nurse no look at me. Nurse no say any thing to me. Nurse cry.

Miss nurse no cry please.

I go back later miss nurse say.

Diary am I bad person?

Love,

May

Oh my. No May, you're a wonderful person! -hugs- I'm sure everything will be just fine.

Right guys?

Aw man I hope everything's going to be alright for May soon. ;w;

(And that picture...so cute! <3)

Aww, it's weird how we are all so pulled into this story. I really hope this has a happy ending. Poor May! :(

I'm guessing 'two more head' is actually 'tumour' in 'head'? :C

I really hope everything goes well for May! I want a happy ending. ;_; /hugs

I don't think my heart can take this! ;m; -hugs may- You have to be alright!

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<p>Dear diary.</p>
<p>Nurse help me with diary. I no know I spell diary wrong. She say I is in big letter when I write.</p>
<p>Doctor go away then nurse go in room. She is smiling.</p>
<p>She bring present for me she say. I ask what present.</p>
<p>She give me this cute pony. It look like Mari. Mari is pink. I call pony Kiki.</p>
<p>I say thank you to nurse and kiss nurse.</p>
<p>She tell me to say about my life.</p>
<p>I say I am May. I am 6 years old. I no go to school. I no like school. Mama no like take me to school.</p>
<p>Why I will have friends she say. I say my friend is Mari. My friend is nurse. Nurse say her name is Amy. She say no go to old lady out of room. She is no good and make trouble.</p>
<p>I say old lady is crying awhile ago. She say just stay in room so I am safe.</p>
<p>Nurse and me play pat a cake and I draw in diary.</p>
<p></p>
<p>Nurse ask why I draw Papa with wing. I say Mama tell me Papa fly in sky now. He fly like birds. He watch me when I am sad. He watch me when I am sleeping.</p>
<p>Why I draw me with big head nurse ask me. I say my head has big bump. I go to hospital with Mama before. Miss doctor there say I have two more head.</p>
<p>The doctor say this to you say miss nurse. I say yes. I ask what is two more head. May is smart. Papa who go away say I am smart. Mama say I am dumdum. Mama say dumdum no go to school.</p>
<p>Miss nurse hug me. No your not dumdum May you are talented. I dont think I can say what two more head is May say nurse.</p>
<p>Nurse say I tomorow I go in o pearashon. Nurse say it is operation. I have operation in my arm yesterday. Tomorow I go in operation in my head.</p>
<p>Nurse is two more head bad thing? It mean I am smart?</p>
<p>Nurse no look at me. Nurse no say any thing to me. Nurse cry.</p>
<p>Miss nurse no cry please.</p>
<p>I go back later miss nurse say.</p>
<p>Diary am I bad person?</p>
<p>Love,</p>
<p>May

I think things are starting to make more sense now. ;w; In a way. So May's "second head" is a tumor, and they are going to have an operation to get rid of it? Idk about May's mother; I think she's just straight-up abusive. But why was the doctor so creepy, and why is he May's second Papa? (I'm thinking the old ladies are real people -- other patients?)

Thank you so much for this story so far, anon! ❤

Oh no, I had thought about it before, but it wouldn't make her arm black, so I dismissed the idea... Is the bump a tumour? Does she have cancer? It would explain why her arm was amputated, if it had a tumour and they had to stop it from spreading... But why is her arm black? Can cancer do that to an arm? Did some treatment turn it black? I know the treatments can be harmful, but rotting her arm... This is so sad! :(

I loved May's drawing in her diary today! I still question if she really is the sweet little girl she thinks she is though...

I haven't been getting these gifts but I've been following the story. At first I thought maybe she was a zombie (or turning into one?) It would explain the dead arm, and people getting scared when she smiles but I also thought "two more" meant a tumor in her head. Can zombies get tumors? And if she's not a zombie (or on her way to becoming a zombie) what exactly is all wrong with her? :c

Oh no, May. You're not a bad person. And hopefully the operation tomorrow will make you better. That's a great drawing. I'm sorry your papa is in the sky, but he'll always be watching over you from up there. And I love your pony! I love ponies too.

( I've had an odd feeling about this from the start, it feels too much like a horror movie where the sweet little girl is actually possessed by some demon. XD Part of me keeps wondering if something bad's gonna happen, and another part of me is like OMG POOR MAY SHE'S SUCH A SWEET LITTLE GIRL OMG)

I immediately thought of Shutter Island!

Seriously though, how good is this story? ❤

I am SO loving it. It's really the most unique anon gifter I've seen. May sends while I'm asleep, so as I got out of bed this morning I seriously thought, Ooh, I wonder if I'll have another gift from May today? XD

I look forward to the next installments too! ^_^

Oh I hope the operation goes well. :o I am worried since the nurse is crying. I'm also getting other ideas going around in my head as to what could be going on. My head canon isn't being nice.

I think it's kind of funny that I can get puns after I say them aloud for a bit. For some reason when I read them I only get what the words that are written (then again I guess that is the idea behind puns). I didn't get the two more head until I was reading here. headdesk Can I claim that I just woke up?

I wasn't thinking of Shutter Island but I was wondering if this was taking place in an old psychiatric hospital. Would explain why some people are being mean.

Dear diary.

Nurse help me with diary. I no know I spell diary wrong. She say I is in big letter when I write.

Doctor go away then nurse go in room. She is smiling.

She bring present for me she say. I ask what present.

She give me this cute pony. It look like Mari. Mari is pink. I call pony Kiki.

I say thank you to nurse and kiss nurse.

She tell me to say about my life.

I say I am May. I am 6 years old. I no go to school. I no like school. Mama no like take me to school.

Why I will have friends she say. I say my friend is Mari. My friend is nurse. Nurse say her name is Amy. She say no go to old lady out of room. She is no good and make trouble.

I say old lady is crying awhile ago. She say just stay in room so I am safe.

Nurse and me play pat a cake and I draw in diary.

Nurse ask why I draw Papa with wing. I say Mama tell me Papa fly in sky now. He fly like birds. He watch me when I am sad. He watch me when I am sleeping.

Why I draw me with big head nurse ask me. I say my head has big bump. I go to hospital with Mama before. Miss doctor there say I have two more head.

The doctor say this to you say miss nurse. I say yes. I ask what is two more head. May is smart. Papa who go away say I am smart. Mama say I am dumdum. Mama say dumdum no go to school.

Miss nurse hug me. No your not dumdum May you are talented. I dont think I can say what two more head is May say nurse.

Nurse say I tomorow I go in o pearashon. Nurse say it is operation. I have operation in my arm yesterday. Tomorow I go in operation in my head.

Nurse is two more head bad thing? It mean I am smart?

Nurse no look at me. Nurse no say any thing to me. Nurse cry.

Miss nurse no cry please.

I go back later miss nurse say.

Diary am I bad person?

Love,

May

I'm happy you're working on your spelling, May! Thank goodness for those nurses! I didn't know you drew, thanks for sharing with us! :)

AHHHH what's happening?! I hope May will be okay!! :s

Got the most recent installment. 8I My curiosity is all-consuming. I need to know what May's "two-heads" thing is. Split personality, perhaps? Though that wouldn't explain the arm... hmmm.

The pony is so cute. I wonder what will become of May after the operation? :o